somewhere in a book i'm reading said that nobody plans to put their life on pause but it happens and it's up to you to push play again. well, it got me into thinking if MY life was on pause. i mean, am i living my life the way i'm supposed to- the way i want to. or am i just drifting through it instead of really LIVING it. how can you tell really if your life is on pause? is there any gauge that you can use to find out? sometimes i feel like my life is on pause. i'm doing things that i'm supposed to be doing but i don't think i'm really living. does that make sense? i feel like my life is just passing me by. how can i get it back? what do i do?! i don't want to be like one of those people who just wake when their 70, wrinkly and old and just come to the realization that they're at the ends of their lives and they have nothing to show for it. i want to experience new things. i want to live life pero feeling ko ang daming limitations right now. i'm not making excuses (at least i don't think so). it's just that right now i feel like i just can't be free still.
*sigh*
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btw, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all your moms!!
to my mom, happy mother's day! i love you! super miss ko na kayo! hope to see you soon! mwah!
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