my mom and nate are flying back to the philippines tonight and i feel sad. i am trying to drown my sorrows by watching Whoever You Are (a.k.a Maging Sino Ka Man) and looking at John Lloyd's face (i'm jologs but i don't care. i'm a die-hard john lloyd fan! i still regret not having my pic taken with him when i saw him at podium!ok, tama na. balik sa kwento.) anyways, i just feel alone tonight because aside from the fact that my family is going home, i'm all alone on a saturday night. not that i was ever the party girl who went out every weekends but still- at least when i was back home i there were always friends who i could hang out with kahit kwentuhan lang sa bahay. here, i have friends but i rarely see them and one (paging tynee) even went back home so i'm seriously lacking in company. it's times like these that i really question whether i made the right decision to come here. if leaving everything behind was the right thing to do. i miss being able to just walk over to the corner and drop by deirds' house unannounced. i miss just picking up the phone and calling papu out of the blue. i miss hearing her voice while she tells me all her amusing stories and latest chismis (hehehe!). i miss ian and aldwin texting me asking me where i am and asking me to go places. i miss the xaijua girls (a.k.a. UP peeps) planning a lunch or dinner and me insisting that we have somwehere in the south para malapit sa akin. and i especially miss just sleeping in my own house, seeing my mom and siblings everyday, playing with nate- just living with them. in short, i just miss BEING there.
sigh.
hopefully, this mood doesn't stick because i'm gonna be here for some time and i can't be like this forever. i'm gonna crazy. i have to entertain myself somehow. i have to do something. i have to think what though.
sigh.
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aps, baliktad tayo.
ako naman i miss being there. kasi dito i have nothing to do. my friends and my cousins are here.. but most of them are busy with stuff on weekdays... so weekends lang kami.
ako lang ang sobrang... walang ginagawa. at least jan, i have somthing to occupy my time. haaayyy.
ang labo noh. but i do miss talking to you on the phone about kahit ano lang and whatevers on TV.
in fairness aps, nakahanap ako ng kasing addict sa tv as me... :)
mishoo.
aaawwww! na-touch ako dun tynee!!! i miss you na din! seriously. miss ko na ang pagiging mainstay mo dito sa bahay! come back soon!
Aw. *pat*pat* Don't worry, you'll have friends in no time. :-P
(said doing my best impression of a preschool teacher talking to a shy kid)
Go out and have some fun! You know you want to.
bit! hahaha! thanks!
Awww april. *hug* it's gonna be okay. Think: this is just a phase.
you know that period in romantic movies when the heroine's all sad and weepy? then something happens and she gets empowered? then everything turns out okay?
you're in the sad weepy phase. you're gonna be alright sweetie! :)
we're all just an email away! i love you!
*sigh*
i know. now, i think i'm fine. being busy helps. thanks for all the support! hehe!
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