i am hating my boss right now

my boss is a lying, conniving asshole out to make my life hell. he is so kuripot it's so not funny! i hate him! he says one thing to you and then the next day, he changes his mind and denies he said anything. aarrrggghh! i was suppose to get a raise when i became lead teacher but when i asked him about it he said tha he was going to wait a little while becasue he thinks i should be exhibiting more leadership skills. i don't know what more he wants of me. i've assumed all the responsibilities in my room. ano pang gusto niya?! for me to push around my two assistant teachers?! because i am not doing that. i don't want to boss around people. it's not how you show leadership. tapos when i ask him in what specific ways does he see i am lacking in leadership skills, he can't really give me a straight answer. he just keeps on bringing up my offense of dozing off in the room during nap time one time. okay, i know falling asleep is a big stupid mistake pero naman! there were three other people in the room with me! nothing bad could have happened to my kids that day. and i know it's not an excuse but i was really sleepy because i still had jetlag. paano naman ako agad makaka-adjust to the time when he didn't even give me time to adjust. he made me go to work right away. asshole talaga. he keeps on saying that i could have beenf fired for doing that eh hello kaya noh if he only knew that almost all the teachers in that school were falling asleep right and left eh di lahat kami fired na. i was just the unlucky one who got caught! kainis talaga! anyway, he just keeps on bringing it up all the time. gusto ko na nga sabihin that if he wants to fire me then he should just fire me. i can work for somebody else and i don't even have to pay him a bond kasi i was not the one who broke my contract. and i know naman he's not going to fire me because he needs me in the school, what with most of the teachers there quitting every few weeks (most of them quitting because of my boss). tapos pa when i talked to him he had the gall to tell me that him not giving me a raise was not about the money but my performance as a good teacher to the kids. yeah right. kids, my ass! all he cares about is the money and making himself richer. i mean, he was in puerto rica last week and he can't even give me a dollar raise! it makes me so mad!

take a deep breath....woosaaa.......

all i can say is, karma is a bitch.